:: just being MELANCHOLIC, I guess. ::

I'm about to graduate already.
just two final exams and a series of practical tests, then we're good to go.
man... time does pass faster each year, doesn't it?

I still remembered moments when I would just sing Simple Plan's I'm Just A Kid for two hours straight, selfishly stating how much I hated to grow up.

but now... I wonder what kind of person I would possibly turn to if that time I kept stubbornly refusing to be an adult. had I experienced the same type of FUN? had I became 'disastrously' crazy like now? :)
and to meet a lot of gorgeous friends here... to have a life and just live it.
... I find that changes don't always go mean, do they? :)

how I wish clock would kindly tick slower tonight and tomorrow, for I want to cherish every second... and I want to appreciate the last final... free and wild teenage days.

next step I'd take....
I promise... I would embrace my will, I would stay faithful to my dreams, I would not betray my own expectations. and I'd be glad to say extreme thanks to each and every blessed person who had came across my life path.
well... I'm not so fond of remembering things, but man... I'd be delighted if seeing any of you once again in the future triggered so many happy memories I've created with you guys.
I won't miss this again, so... THANK YOU! *kiss


words of the day : friends. I could never spell it wrong cause you'll be there to remind me. :)
wrote this : while rubbing my wet and swollen eyes. /im glad i was crying :D
listening to : JYJ - Fallen Leaves (told you, this song is delicately addictive)
mood : *sigh

:: I'm getting OLDER. pfft. ::

oh well... nothing seems to be different this year.

here I am... still wasting my time going online. lol.

but... I seem to grow fond upon myself.

I'd like to say that I'm thinking more clear now...

haha. just have to love the way we grow, right?

and oh... I'd like to say a Happy Birthday to myself for the next app. 6 hours again. :)

pluss~ Happy 7th anniversary to our boys~ love you guys.

thanks for introducing me to my so many great and gorgeous unnies and dongsaengs...

so happy to have a new wonderful family through your superb music. :)

words of the day : happy birthday, yow! XD

wrote this : while changing my blog's layout. isn't the new one pretty??? :D

listening to : Ke$ha - Hungover

mood : YOW! GIVE ME SOME GIFTS FOR MY BD, dammit!!! (puppy eyes)

:: just SMILE :) ::

at the utmost change, I really wish this one among the others.

I don't want you to remember everything with tears.

though you're not together no more, please keep that beautiful smile on as you talked about the old memories.

no... no crying, I beg you!

the way you laugh, the way you hide that amused smile, the way your glamorous melody reaches me, they are already more than enough, to show me how much you appreciate those gifts.

... the old... and of course, the new ones.

many people are trying to be dramatic.

but I'm getting sick of it...

enough with the drama.

so please... I insist.

DO SMILE when they mention that name of LOVE, the names of the BELOVED two, and do express your longing out loud, using your heart, as they put the BLESSED FIVE'S names back together in one line.

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH.

words of the day : written before this. :D

wrote this : oh, seeing HIS smile!

listening to : JYJ - Empty

mood : HWAITING!!

:: aaargh! my healthy BODY!!! and mind~ ::

yea.... I'm warning you.

I'm pissed off, have a headache, haven't eaten yet, listening to my mom's nags patiently and I haven't got enough sleep... so BACK OFF!

oyoyoyoyoy!!!!

people in this world, especially in my country, to the smallest detail :: my beloved city!! --> living in my housing complex, yah...!! YOU ALL SHOULD (seee??? I bold it and make it larger for y'all to glue your eyes on your damn computer screen) learn 100000 a level higher about how to preserve our greeeen environment.

You're all such a loser... I won't say you're dumb or something... but, uh... you're totally clueless and careless! (HEY! DON'T TURN YOUR BACK AT ME!!! I'M TALKING TO YOOU!!!!!)

EAT YOUR OWN SHIT, MOFO!!!

DON'T MAKE ME EAT THAT DUNG!!!!

SOMEDAY, I'LL REALLY SHOVE 'EM DOWN YOUR THROAT!!! I SWEAARRRR!!!!!!!!

FIIUUUH~

hahaha. totally went MAD!

lmao. it's not my fault eh, blame it on my neighbors! lol.

they have been intoxicating me with CO these past two days. days AND night... ;___;

don't know what CO is?

go googling it! xD. nuh-uh, I ady provided the link to Wiki anywhaay~ :D

oh, CO is the second gas I hate the most after cigarette's smoke.

I can't stand the smell lingering in my nosee...

GOOOOD!!! Help me!!!

I had to tape over my mouth because of I can't stand being tortured like this!!

And if I can't stand something, I tend to cuss... OUT LOUD!!! using all the bad names available on this world, from PG to NC-17. lmao~

AISH!!!! My preciiioouuuussss lunggggsssssssssssssssssss!!!!!! *crying, rolling on the floor*

oh my God!!! I went nuts already... hahahahahaha.

You know what... I've been nagging to my friend, texting and annoying her about my lungs' sufferings... haish. I even already wrote my will... TT^TT. This is gonna be the end of me...

*waves bye-bye*.

;____;. b--but... I haven't married yet... huwaaaaang!!!!

Shit. Just how can people be not considerate towards their own neighbors????

I really want to stuck something inside their car's exhaust... *evil minds*

I assure you, this pic is even better!! D:

words of the day : I already wrote everything I need to write.

wrote this : praying that CO would be vanished forever.

listening to : my own grumbles...

mood : please call someone to calm me down!!!!

:: lalalala... GRUMBLES ::

as to why we were born, where should we go, how do we keep going, and till when it's going to be...

those kinds of things should be discovered and kept by only ourselves, right?

since only us who would see the deepest meaning of what seem to be nonsenses to others...

so... just shut up and wait.

something fabulous may happen soon if you just follow your faith and keep running on this rocky road. Are you seeing that light yet?

words of the day : oh, dear. major nosebleed always happened on me because you don't wear proper clothes when performing. sigh~

wrote this : running away from school's task. XD

listening to : Taylor Swift - You Belong to Me (I'm practicing on the guitar~ :))

mood : HYPER!